As you can see, Axel has continued his progress from nervous wreck to very good boy. I caught this picture of he and Speck bathing together on the 14th, and I’ve seen them even closer than that on occasion. Speck has returned to her habit of wanting to be close to me while I’m unwinding on the sofa, though not as much while I’m working at the computer (which is probably for the best); he lies on the other side of me, sometimes cuddled very close to my legs, so he and Speck are less than an arm’s length apart for hours. He doesn’t even stare at her any more, nor does he try to chase Rocky or Lilith when he’s in the atrium, so last week I took a chance on bringing him through the chicken yard with me to go up the ramp, and he barely even looked at the hens. Yesterday, I decreased his trazodone from 75 mg/day (where he was for all of February) down to 50, and in two more weeks I plan to just start giving him 50 at bedtime rather than splitting it into two doses; I figure that will give me an idea if we’re getting close to taking him off of the meds entirely, since his blood levels should be pretty low by the time each evening rolls around. I think the warmer, drier weather is also helping, because he can spend a lot more time running around and sunbathing outdoors and playing with Trip, so he has less pent-up energy at the end of the day. Assuming that all goes well, it looks like he’ll be off the meds by June, and I imagine by the end of the summer his bad times should be no more than a dim memory in his little doggie brain.

Posts Tagged ‘animals’
Diary #818
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, drugs, psychology, Sunset on March 2, 2026| Leave a Comment »
Links #816
Posted in Current Events, Links, Miscellaneous, Music, Obituary, Tyranny, tagged acting, animals, Australia, Bluesky, China, cops, ethics, Florida, language, Minnesota, sporting events, STEM, video on February 22, 2026| Leave a Comment »
A young rock is probably a good thing. – Derek Leung
Though Fred Smith left Blondie before their first album was recorded, I decided to feature this little-known, very weird, very punk song from their debut album because I’ve always liked it. The links above the video were provided by Nun Ya, Kevin Wilson, Jeremy Malcolm, Jesse Walker, Franklin Harris, Yasmin Nair, and Nun Ya again, in that order.
- Metaphor alert.
- The geology of curling.
- This is actually pretty cool.
- R.I.P. Fred Smith and Bud Cort.
- How on earth did it get into a bikini?
- In case you think this is limited to the US.
- As the young say, “Not all heroes wear capes.“
From the Archives
- They said nothing while the Times spread propaganda against sexworkers.
- The trades of actress & whore were, until a century ago, indistinguishable.
- All I see about modern square work makes me happier I became a whore.
- I was fated to be threatened with state violence regardless of career path.
- Some still believe these sociopaths are motivated by “protecting children”.
- Both sides in the culture war have completely taken leave of their senses.
- This will continue as long as fools teach children obedience to “authority”.
- While sex work is marginalized, sex workers will be targeted for violence.
- Mom demands politicians stop unsupervised kids from gorging on candy.
- The worst rape defense after “she wanted to be raped by a random cop”.
- Prohibitionist politicians’ real goal is government control of the internet.
- Give aggressive thugs power over teens; what could possibly go wrong?
- When it comes to surveillance, fascism beats communism hands down.
- Are the Japanese the only people left who can tell fantasy from reality?
- Journalists must stop obediently calling senseless violence “correction”.
- Still think realistic porn cartoons are the worst use for this technology?
- Unconstitutional law is sort of suspended by an unconstitutional order.
- Ambulance-chasers give themselves power to rob internet companies.
- Another pogrom from the dangerous clown who rules Polk County, FL.
- Everyone abused by cops using this surveillance system needs to sue.
- Besides laughing aloud, I may have also clapped my hands in delight.
- So many rescue industry profiteers have been exposed as sociopaths.
- Surely you didn’t think they’d be satisfied with threatening librarians.
- This monster’s handlers made a conscious choice to let him run wild.
- Cops don’t like it when non-cops report “crimes” that didn’t happen.
- Cops, nightmares, Amy Winfrey, artificial stupidity, and much more.
- A dangerous new front in the Drug War has claimed another victim.
- Some politicians are starting to admit Shotspotter is a boondoggle.
- Judge vs currently-fashionable “monkey see, monkey do” parade.
- I’m sure they helped by occasionally yelling “Stop faking!” at her.
- Politicians wreck lives by inventing new crimes from copaganda.
- Remember, this isn’t “human trafficking”, but consensual sex is.
- Now that the moral panic is over, expect more articles like this.
- This will continue until there are federal criminal charges for it.
- Some cops don’t limit themselves to one type of creepiness.
- Surely you didn’t think this was just about porn, did you?
- Cops should not be allowed anywhere near legal minors.
- Texas has a long history of “correcting” people to death.
- Those who facilitate cops’ evil are enemies of humanity.
- Cops are nothing more than state-sponsored terrorists.
- Cops, artificial stupidity, Gerald Fried, and much more.
- Cop “magic fentanyl” hysteria has escaped the US.
- Cops view alcohol as a means of facilitating rape.
- “Crisis pregnancy centers” for the 21st century.
- Tweet selections from 2023, 2024, and 2025.
- Cops, madness, weirdness, and much more.
- Some pretty mild early-spring type weather.
- Pathetic reruns of years-old fantasies.
- At least this one didn’t attempt to lie.
- Throwback Thursday of Darkness.
- Dracula vs. Throwback Thursday.
- A mural decorating my atrium.
- Grace’s prized shillelagh.
- Thoughts on The X-Files.
- Rapist cops of the week.
- Mud everywhere.
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Diary #816
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, Sunset on February 16, 2026| Leave a Comment »
Laying chickens are bred for maximum egg output, so they tend to have shorter lives; two of our older hens died in the past few weeks at three and four years old, respectively, and both were laying up until the end. But Jae brought in four Ameraucanas a few years ago, which are now six years old; they don’t lay nearly as often, but they’re still laying at what is quite an advanced age for chickens. When I went to collect my eggs on Saturday, I found this in the middle of the henhouse floor; it’s even smaller than pullet eggs, and since it’s green it’s obviously from one of the Ameraucanas. Presumably, near the end of their lives they experience something analogous to menopause, and this is the result; it does make me wonder just how much longer I’ll still be getting at least some output from elderly hens that have always laid more eggs than I expected.
Diary #814
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, drugs, psychology, Sunset on February 3, 2026| Leave a Comment »
Axel has been slowly improving where Speck is concerned; if she crosses the floor while I’m in the room, he just watches her intently but doesn’t move toward her. And every time she completes a back-and-forth I tell him he’s a good boy and give him a treat. But it’s much harder to train a dog to refrain from doing something than it is to train him to do something, so progress has been slow. But last week, we hit three landmarks. On Tuesday, CenturyLink finally sent someone to fix my internet (it was a corroded wire in the node out in the lane), and when the technician came into the house Axel barked at him once, smelled him, and then was calm for the rest of the time. Then on Wednesday, I had to go to Seattle; I left him outside when I left at 11 AM, had Chekhov come by about 4 to feed the farm animals and let Axel into the house, and then he was alone until I got home about 11 PM. He was pretty excited when I got back, but I was able to calm him quickly and there were no signs he had acted up (chased Speck or torn anything up) while I was gone for about 4x as long as I’ve ever left him before.
But the best was late Friday night; he was with me on the sofa while I was watching my show, then around midnight he had to go out. He was gone for a while, probably doing poo-poo, and while he was out Speck came and sat on my lap, then moved to the arm of the sofa. When he came back in, he got back in his spot, and though he kept looking at her he didn’t lunge or growl or anything else. I stayed there a while between them, petting them both, then eventually got up to check my social media one last time before bed, and took this picture during that time. He kept looking at her and occasionally at me, but did nothing bad for about an hour, at which point Speck decided to go back into Grace’s room. And of course I praised and rewarded him. Then Sunday night they got even closer; Speck came to cuddle with me on the sofa while Axel was right next to me, less than an arm’s length away. So I think we’re getting there; as of Sunday I’ve lowered his trazodone to 75mg/day, and I’ll keep it there until the beginning of March. And within a few more months I think he will complete his transition from nervous wreck to happy, well-adjusted puppy dog.

Links #813
Posted in Current Events, History, Links, Miscellaneous, Music, Obituary, Tyranny, tagged animals, artificial stupidity, consensual crime, cops, Florida, France, games, I’m Sure You Feel Safer Now, law, Minnesota, politicians, video, Washington DC, weaponry on February 1, 2026| Leave a Comment »
Get back in the game, or I’ll shoot you. – Andrew Lawson
Due to the plethora of guillotine memes that have populated social media since the current guillotine-worthy regime took power, I’ve often thought of this song, but it was the recent death of Brigitte Bardot which finally moved me to feature it. The links above the video were provided by Nicholas Grossman, Jesse Walker, The Onion, Nun Ya, Jesse Walker again, Jessica Pishko, and Popehat, in that order.
- R.I.P. Catherine O’Hara.
- I’m sure you feel safer now.
- Another perfect strike from The Onion.
- The funniest thing I’ve read so far this year.
- Criminality is a status defined entirely by the state.
- Even being in the same room as a cop is dangerous.
- Goons slam man into wall, claim he did it to himself.
From the Archives
- Better cops escape consequences than this ugly trope be reinforced again.
- Cop deals with disagreement in typical cop fashion & the press is shocked.
- Texas is completely uninterested in controlling its psychopathic politicians.
- Remember that legal protection we used to have against double jeopardy?
- All laws should sunset in 10 years unless specific action is taken to renew.
- This piece is so restrained it doesn’t even use the term “super gonorrhea”.
- Sleeping with a cop is one of the most dangerous things a woman can do.
- A grab-bag of bigotry & superstitions sprinkled with a few Biblical quotes.
- The way local media parrots clearly-foolish copaganda is utterly pathetic.
- Everything that comes out of government bureaus is now pure trumpery.
- If it’s supposedly on the news now, why should the victim pay blackmail?
- Laws enabling nuisance lawsuits will multiply until ruled unconstitutional.
- Hey, female cops; how’s that collaboration with the police state working?
- Cops really don’t care how many false positives these systems shit out.
- The First Amendment is now being eroded just like many of the others.
- Politicians believe they can excuse hypocrisy by the magic word “illicit”.
- Raping women & clumsy censorship attempts must run in cop families.
- Trans people have become another canary in the civil rights coal mine.
- Declare anything a “public health crisis” and it can be harassed at will.
- Politicians compete to make their new laws the most unconstitutional.
- “Age verification” laws are bad for speech, but good for VPN business.
- One of the people the government empowers to police your sexuality.
- “When someone shows you who they are, believe them the first time“.
- This’d be a real improvement if the release conditions were objective.
- Silly “awareness raising” stunts are now merely marketing gimmicks.
- Dr. David Ley schools his fellow therapists on the reality of sex work.
- Retrospectives of my blogging from January 2013, 2014, and 2015.
- Give aggressive thugs power over teen girls; what could go wrong?
- If only there were a concise term for “having sex without consent”.
- Note that cases of actual coercion don’t look much like the myths.
- CGI women are replacing “sex robots” in prohibitionist fantasies.
- Cops, prohibition, Mary Weiss, Carl Weathers, and much more.
- This will keep happening, because too many people want it to.
- In which natural stupidity masquerades as artificial stupidity.
- A small obstacle to Amazon’s fascist collaboration with cops.
- Censorious sleazebags are targeting Onlyfans models again.
- Just another kind of federal cop, with behavior to match.
- Cops should not be allowed anywhere near legal minors.
- Cops, Gina Lollobrigida, David Crosby, and much more.
- Rapist cops often specifically target vulnerable women.
- Cops, artificial stupidity, Jules Feiffer, and much more.
- Rapist cops are rarely caught after only one victim.
- They only start with relatively minor offenses.
- Laws are for the peasantry, not the rulers.
- Your “leaders” refer to this as “correction”.
- Caring for our elderly cat in her last days.
- There is nothing contradictory about this.
- It looks like Florida is aping Texas again.
- Why does anyone still trust Facebook?
- For those inclined to wade in sewage.
- My two previous columns for Imbolc.
- The Legacy of Throwback Thursday.
- The Horror of Throwback Thursday.
- On the passing of my best friend.
- On movies I’ve never seen.
- Beginning the annex decor.
- Rapist cops of the week.
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Diary #813
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, Sunset, Washington (state) on January 27, 2026| Leave a Comment »
The climate here at Sunset is not unlike that of England; rainy and on the chilly side, and rarely extremely hot or extremely cold. Because the utility room containing the well and the water tank are inside the atrium, I don’t need to take any precautions if the overnight low is going to be warmer than -3o C, which is usually the case for >80 days of the winter. And if it isn’t going to be lower than about -5o C, all I need to do is turn on a heater in the utility room and let one faucet run at a trickle. But once in a while it gets colder than that for a night or two, so I need to take a few extra precautions, like running the hot water tap for a few minutes whenever I get up to use the bathroom (since the propane heater is outside). It was like that Friday and Saturday nights; if the daytime temperatures are reasonable I don’t need to make any special arrangements for the big animals, because they just huddle together in the stable and emerge to sun themselves after dawn. But our cats are not used to these kind of temperatures, so I bring the outside cats inside on nights like that. Rocky got the atrium bathroom and Lilith the old one; I need to keep the door closed so she and Speck won’t fight (and Axel adds another complication). But Sunday night was back to normal, with a low of only -2o C, so I was able to suspend the freeze protocols. And unless we get some stray cold front later in February, that’s probably it for this winter.
Diary #812
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, drugs, Sunset, video on January 20, 2026| Leave a Comment »
Axel is definitely settling into life at Sunset. As I’ve written before, I’ve been reducing his medication by 50mg/day every week, and now we’re down to 100mg/day. Last week I tried to give that to him in one bedtime dose rather than splitting it into two 50 mg doses at bedtime & midday, but that left him a bit too exuberant in the afternoon and evening, and he tried to chase Speck a couple of times. He immediately stops when I say “Leave it!” but I want to get him to the point where he doesn’t chase her at all, so for right now I’m going to hold him at 50mg twice daily until the end of January, then I’ll try to nudge it down by 25 daily mg a month until we can get him off of it completely. On at least 5 or 6 occasions in the past week Speck has trotted through the living room right in front of him with no reaction beyond his perking up a bit, even without my saying anything, so I think we’re on the right track. I think it helps that Trip, whom he seems to look to for guidance, does not have any issue with cats, but we’ll see; unfortunately, Trip has this weird habit of occasionally running up to Jonathan and barking at him for no apparent reason, and as of Sunday Axel seems to have picked up that habit from him. I’m not too worried because Jonathan just stands there and looks at him like, “What the hell are you on about, dog?” and he’s much too big for the dogs to hurt. So one thing at a time: “Don’t chase things smaller than you” is much more important than “Don’t irritate things big enough to stomp on you”, because the latter tends to be self-reinforcing.
Links #810
Posted in Current Events, History, Links, Miscellaneous, Music, Obituary, Tyranny, tagged activism, animals, California, censorship, cops, lawheads, Oregon, politicians, Spain, surveillance, video on January 11, 2026| Leave a Comment »
There’s a bear under my house, and there’s nothing I can do about it! – Ken Johnson
I think my old friend Terry would’ve loved this video, provided by Mike Masnick; he also provided the first link above it, and those after that were provided by Jason Kuznicki, Nun Ya, Jesse Walker, The Onion, and Popehat, in that order.
- Lèse-majesté.
- Pro-social surveillance.
- She suffered for her art.
- They drew with crayons.
- The best satire cleaves close to the truth.
- I want to see the sheriff try to serve him a summons.
From the Archives
- The 1st Amendment has been so eroded it needs state law to give it teeth.
- The 100% predictable results of bad laws are happening just as predicted.
- It’s easy to “disprove” anything if you’re allowed to change the conditions.
- If “official” busybodies can spy on you via your car, so can unofficial ones.
- The press ignores a censorship law’s dangerous enforcement mechanism.
- Apple “unintentionally” pisses on customers’ legs & tells them it’s raining.
- Is having a shiny new status symbol really worth being spied on like this?
- The toll will continue to rise until policing as we know it now is abolished.
- This will continue as long as fools teach children obedience to “authority”.
- Some psychopaths use moral panics to get attention at others’ expense.
- Cop treats disagreement as he normally does, and the press is shocked.
- Telling cops to “think about what they did wrong” is criminal negligence.
- Another attempt to extend legal minority to 25 based in pseudoscience.
- Politicians are terrified of losing ways to destroy peaceful citizens’ lives.
- I hope these opportunists get the same treatment as the Nirvana baby.
- Pure political theater, given that judges have struck down similar bans.
- Cops, cats, Shecky Greene, Glynis Johns, David Soul, and much more.
- Another cop murders his family; another “news” outfit buries the lede.
- An important step toward ending this front in the ruinous culture war.
- Bureaucrats make long-overdue effort to control the rescue industry.
- “Child protection” abuses are finally getting the attention they need.
- Government thugs continue their crusade against Christian charity.
- This monster may turn out to be the best witness against himself.
- It’s unusual to see a male university-level teacher targeted thus.
- It’s kinda nauseating to read this monster’s prattle about Jesus.
- The legacy of To Catch a Predator just keeps on hurting people.
- Seems like a significant fraction of child porn is spread by cops.
- Cops, witches, Anita Pointer, Adolfo Kaminsky, and much more.
- This will continue until there are federal criminal charges for it.
- Conmen now claim 1.25% of the world population are “slaves”.
- “AI” is a fantasy of techies, journalists, and hack sci-fi writers.
- 37 years after the rape/murder and 81/2 after he was caught.
- If you didn’t foresee this, you haven’t been paying attention.
- Cops, censorship, Linda Lavin, Sam Moore, and much more.
- This “good intentions” shit is nothing but an excuse for evil.
- Politicians no longer care if their laws are unconstitutional.
- Your “leaders” call this “correction”, but you don’t have to.
- You’ll have to forgive me for finding this terribly amusing.
- Pornhub has repeatedly refused to facilitate state spying.
- Cop and preacher is like a huge, wildly-waving red flag.
- Pornhub has repeatedly chosen not to spy on its users.
- Rapist cops often specifically target vulnerable women.
- Liz Brown on the insidious spread of the Swedish rot.
- “Journalists” call this senseless violence “correction”.
- Most rapist New Orleans cops don’t do it by proxy.
- Your “leaders” refer to this atrocity as “correction”.
- Another example of real activism for the West.
- De-Yuling the house is always just a little sad.
- I’ll believe this when and if it’s ever proven.
- I’m still using the TV with the shadow on it.
- “Smart” devices aren’t, part umpty-eleven.
- “Free speech for me, but not for thee”.
- Your “leaders” call this “correction”.
- This is a brick of compressed peat.
- Party Like Throwback Thursday.
- Zuckerberg is out of his mind.
- Friday, January 13th, 2023.
- Throwback Thursday Jr.
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Diary #809
Posted in Diary, tagged animals, drugs, holidays, psychology, Sunset on December 30, 2025| Leave a Comment »
Several of y’all have asked me to keep y’all up to date on how Axel is adjusting to life at Sunset; here’s a picture I took on Christmas day before most of the guests arrived. Axel is in late middle age at 9, but he’s actually the youngest of this pack: Trip, to viewer left, is 12, and Hallie, to viewer right, is about 11. She’s my friend Sophie’s dog, so she’s a frequent visitor and mostly knows how to behave herself at Sunset. Axel is no longer a nervous wreck; he’s largely pretty calm, and seems quite happy most of the time. The shelter vet sent him home with a bottle of 100 mg trazodone tablets and some rather vague directions regarding dosage, but I quickly found about 400 mg a day worked well. I’ve been weaning him off of them at 50 daily mg/week, so as of Saturday we’re now down to 200 mg (one pill at bedtime and one in the early afternoon) with no noticeable effect on his behavior. He even did well on Christmas day with all the company, though people did feed him too many treats so he had an upset tummy that night (the trazodone may aggravate that). The only behavioral problem that is still a major issue is his tendency to chase cats; if I’m in the room a quick “leave it!” command works to stop him, but when I’m not in the room he will still do it (as I discovered to my great irritation when I was rudely awakened at 2 AM on Christmas Eve and had to clean up cat piss and cat shit from the kitchen, where they were literally scared out of Speck when he attacked). She was not hurt, but since I can’t ensure that will be true next time I’ve moved her food, water fountain and litterbox into Grace’s room, where Speck enjoys spending time anyway; at night I can close the door to protect her. But I’m working on breaking the bad habit (which his first owner either allowed or actively encouraged, as some sociopaths are wont to do), and given that he’s an extremely intelligent dog (dramatically more so than poor Trip, who is a low-watt bulb), I have confidence he will eventually learn that attacking his fellow-residents is not cool.



