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Do they want more "moderate" in the artificial playground "left-right" sense, or do they just mean more NORMAL, ie being able to go through their lives without having to be concerned that deranged politicians will set it on fire or send armed thugs to murder them for stuff that was legal yesterday?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-13T18:10:38.994Z

As will all the politicians who stood by making speeches while it happened.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-16T03:16:41.915Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTP2…

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-17T18:19:44.079Z

It's amazingly sad that even with things going as they are, a huge number of fools STILL think it's a GOOD thing to have political extremists running a country unchecked by other views.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-18T18:12:52.796Z

THIS THIS THIS!

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-19T18:39:26.767Z

THIS THIS THIS.Protest their homes, their workplaces, any public places they appear in. Never give them one minute's peace.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-20T18:38:39.433Z

"The finest legal minds of the Trump DOJ" is akin to "the loftiest mountains in Louisiana".

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-22T03:37:32.541Z

{sings}No need to remember when'Cause everything old is new again!

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-22T17:48:06.420Z

This is like testing your brakes by heading at 120 mph toward a cliff on loose sand.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-23T17:43:09.252Z

Yes, this is a grown man (who is a billionaire and soi-disant "genius") responding to criticism with, "No I'm not, you are."How long before he progresses to, "I'm rubber, you're glue, whatever you say…"

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-24T18:38:25.391Z

Remember when a large number of argumentative morons needed to agree before we were saddled with economy-damaging tariffs, instead of ONE moron being able to inflict them on a whim?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-25T17:44:09.460Z

Which is why boots should be Constitutionally prohibited from touching anyone above the knee.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-26T18:05:07.827Z

Presumably, politicians and cops will be granted standing immunity to this law.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-02-28T18:11:27.161Z

"As democracy is perfected, the office of president represents, more and more closely, the inner soul of the people. On some great and glorious day the plain folks of the land will reach their heart's desire at last and the White House will be adorned by a downright moron.” – H.L. Mencken

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-03T18:12:31.925Z

In the entire history of "futurism", has anyone calling themselves a "futurist" ever been right about ANYthing that wasn't already a foregone conclusion?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-04T08:55:30.615Z

Actually, trusting tech "geniuses" is a lot like trusting the algorithms they dishonestly & inaccurately call "AI".Both have their uses for organizing and delivering information, but it's a disaster to pretend either has the capacity for normal human judgment.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-05T18:00:42.050Z

"Drifting"? More like "hurtling".

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-06T18:22:05.707Z

Future historians will tag "American exceptionalism" as a big factor in the country's downfall; most Americans are so wedded to the concept that the US is an exception to any and every sociopolitical process, that they're unable to recognize what they'd see immediately if it were another country.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-09T19:24:46.058Z

"I'm willing to let my own kids die rather than admit I'm an ignoramus who believes the claims of idiots," said Slackjaw H. Yokel.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-11T17:15:43.471Z

Please, journalists, follow this man's example in calling a spade a spade. Trump is a madman; he is utterly deranged and completely delusional, and y'all need to start saying so. Continuing to pretend a raving lunatic is a "stable genius" will only multiply the damage he's doing.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-12T18:01:05.833Z

I really, really wish Americans could develop a moral sense more complex than "if x is the bad guy, anti-x must be a good guy".In real life (as opposed to TV), evil people's PRIMARY opponents are other evil people of a different faction.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-14T17:29:55.060Z

It would be such a beautiful thing if history were to repeat itself today, March 15.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-15T07:37:47.212Z

Qui cum canibus concumbunt cum pulicibus surgent.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-03-16T17:49:03.670Z

 

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We took matters into our own paws.

It’s rare that I feature a full-length movie in this slot, but Gustavo Turner pointed out that this little-known surrealist film had a major influence on the late David Lynch.  The links above it were provided by Charles Hill, IncarcerNation (x2), Popehat, Phoenix Calida, and Scott Greenfield, in that order.

From the Archives

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Diary #764

After Grace was too infirm to work regularly any more, starting about 2013, I supported her completely until she started collecting social security in July of ’23; even after that, her check simply went “into the pot” as all of our income did in the days when we were both working.  And though she never complained (and in fact used to brag to her doctors about what good care I took of her), I wanted to be sure she didn’t ever feel too dependent on me; she was not an overly prideful person, but I feel every adult needs as much independence as is practically possible.  So we agreed long ago that she should have $400 a month to spend on anything she wanted, no questions asked, above and beyond all of her strictly-necessary expenses that I paid.  She used it to get audiobooks, things she wanted from Amazon, special treats at the little convenience store on the highway, tools and parts for her projects, and stuff like that.  One of her long-term health problems was arthritis, which she had suffered from since her mid-forties due to a very serious motorcycle accident in her twenties; sometime in 2018, she decided it had become severe enough that she needed a cane.  But rather than have me buy something purely functional, she decided to get herself a genuine shillelagh from a craftsman in Shillelagh, Ireland, specifically because it was a weapon in addition to being a walking aid.  That stick was symbolic of her whole way of looking at aging: while she didn’t deny the practical need for assistance in getting around, she was damned sure not going to use a walker or anything similar, and insisted that anybody who “messes with my little angel” (as she had invariably referred to me since 1998) would receive the heavy end of her shillelagh.  And if I dared point out that she was no longer capable of fighting off a determined grandmother, she would shake that stick and say, “we’ll see!”  She remained feisty and crotchety until the end, and her prized cudgel is still standing where she left it, in the corner behind her desk where she could easily reach it.  And as you can probably guess, I have no intention of ever moving it from that spot.

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Diary #760

So we’re finally coming down to the end of Grace’s cancer treatment, and that’s a very good thing because it has really beat her up.  She did quite well for the first few weeks, with far fewer side-effects than I expected, and even the lack of teeth gave her less trouble than I imagined it would.  But we were warned it would get much worse in the second half, and boy was that true; on Saturday the 11th her throat started hurting very badly (before it hadn’t been nearly as serious), and she spent most of the next day in bed.  Last week her appetite dropped off to practically nothing, partly because her throat hurts and partly because her taste buds are so damaged from the radiation that nearly everything tastes bad.  The only exceptions seem to be milk/ice cream, chicken soup, and carbonated water (which she says soothes her throat), so I’m making her a lot of root beer floats.  Last Tuesday her chemotherapy was cancelled because her platelet count had dropped below what is considered a safe level; it was not really a big surprise, because the oncologist told her at our initial meeting that might happen, and that it wasn’t cause for alarm.  Today is her last scheduled chemo session, but of course it might also be called off if her body hasn’t yet bounced back.  And one way or another, her last radiation treatment will be on the 30th.  Then it’s more tests to see if the treatments were successful; I certainly hope so, because it’s going to take her time to recover from all this and get back to the point where she has to mind she doesn’t eat too much rather than too little.

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They want to restore the "integrity" of an agency built by J. Edgar Hoover.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-14T18:58:24.002Z

Brussels sprouts are disgusting; they even SMELL disgusting. As do all their siblings.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-15T18:18:53.218Z

Not to mention that being restricted to idiotic, simplistic 18th-century notions of "right" and "left" reduces all political thought and commentary to a second-grade level.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-17T16:31:24.699Z

He also seems ignorant of the fact that Canada is geographically larger than the United States.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-18T18:22:25.152Z

A truly Ozymandian monument to futility and the hubris of politicians.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-19T17:00:46.680Z

And yet some think I'm a weirdo for refusing to eat uncooked or undercooked food.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-21T03:41:07.764Z

We *really* need mandatory retirement ages for politicians.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-22T04:53:57.294Z

Another timeline cleanse.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-22T18:34:52.255Z

206-year-old Christmas carol annoys rando, and the Atlantic is ON IT

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-25T18:08:12.311Z

Finding "trending topics" in my margin this morning was like finding a big cat turd on the kitchen floor. Luckily, a "sweep this shit away" button was included.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-26T18:07:13.546Z

Because a healthy brain can't help learning?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-27T18:59:40.901Z

Why don't techies who name their software after mythical people, places, and things bother to think about the implications of the name they choose?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-30T22:33:12.105Z

"As Attorney General, I will not permit steroidal Oklahoma thugs to face criminal prosecution for conduct adhering the state principle of violence toward all minorities who fail to abase themselves and unquestioningly obey state actors."

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2024-12-31T16:34:59.336Z

When a headline asks a question, the answer is nearly always “no”.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-03T04:05:11.236Z

THIS RIGHT HERE.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-03T18:22:20.545Z

I sometimes wonder what kind of abuse it takes to reduce a human mind to a collectivist one. In darker moods, I assume it's a disease of the soul itself.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-04T18:02:54.971Z

In real life, I was 25 from the time I was about 15 until the time I was about 35. Professionally, I was 28 from 33 to 40, then aged about 1 year for every 2 until 2015, when I turned 49.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-06T05:30:30.070Z

The real reason for this is not "AI", but that most teachers are lazy thinkers who predictably reward certain statements and conclusions which can be tracked and tabulated by machine learning algorithms, rather than rewarding actual thinking ML systems cannot parrot.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-06T18:51:13.912Z

Very close: the full picture is that a democracy in which there are functionally only two parties is not sustainable.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-07T05:45:48.471Z

Some of us warned y'all about allowing chief executives to govern by monarchical diktat by declaring "emergencies".Y'all were all for it when the executives were on "your" schoolyard team.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-08T18:24:52.542Z

"No civilization—no matter how resilient—is actually permanent."

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-09T18:12:38.106Z

Reporters: please stop saying a law is "meant to" do such-and-such when it's obvious it was never ACTUALLY intended to do any such thing, but rather to convince the gullible that it was.The phrase you're looking for is, "the law was PRETENDED to do such-and-such".

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-10T18:09:50.321Z

"Looks like your adblocker's on!"Yes, I turned it on a decade ago and left it that way. What next, Captain Obvious? "You're breathing"?

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-14T16:41:16.344Z

He "looked like" a hypocrite for the simple reason that he *is* a hypocrite; it kinda goes with the territory. Republics are like cesspools: the biggest chunks float to the top.

— Maggie McNeill (@maggiemcneill.bsky.social) 2025-01-15T18:44:02.688Z

 

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Diary #757

We intentionally did a little “smaller” Christmas celebration this year, because I knew Grace might not have the energy for a lot of noise and bustle.  On top of that, the radiation is taking its toll on her throat, which often hurts her too much to swallow; her oncologist prescribed a viscous solution of lidocaine that she can swallow a few minutes before eating to make swallowing anything rougher than liquid bearable.  But she did just fine; after she had a little breakfast we gathered beside the tree and fire and exchanged presents with the friends who usually gather with us on holidays.  My friend Sophie helped out quite a bit, bringing a couple of dishes and helping me with logistics just in case I needed to attend to Grace, and though I had to puree her turkey and gravy she was able to eat, and she didn’t even get too tired to socialize.  Everyone seemed to like their presents, and in addition to the nice ones Grace got a very important one: Sophie took up a collection from her usual donors and presented me with $1000 toward her dentures, which means we now have enough!  As soon as her doctors declare her in remission, we’ll get the impressions taken and her dentures ordered, and by the time they arrive she should be getting over the throat pain; that’s a good thing, because although she loves soup I’m sure she’ll be ready for something more substantial by then!

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Diary #754

I delivered the first load of toys yesterday!  I originally planned to get more toys before dropoff because I’ve had several more donations, but Monday is my busy day and I just couldn’t fit it in with everything else (including Grace’s radiation treatment).  Today, it’s going to be even longer for her because this is a chemo day; it’s every Tuesday, and takes all damned day.  But Wednesday and Thursday are just going to be radiation days, so I shouldn’t have any problem fitting shopping in on those days.  Another picture next time, and if you want some of your donations to be in that picture, you know what to do!  I will be collecting until a week from today, so don’t wait too long!

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Diary #752

The old cliche says, “When it rains, it pours”, and sometimes that’s literal.  Bad teeth are worsened by chemotherapy, with possible dangerous results, so they need to come out beforehand; Grace will get dentures afterward, but for now she has none at all, so I’m making only soups, mashed potatoes, small pasta, scrambled eggs, chili, and other things she can eat without chewing.  The last eight came out Tuesday, but about six that evening, in the middle of drying my clothes, we lost power due to something called a “bomb cyclone“; the generator kicked in, but it isn’t quite big enough to run the dryer in addition to everything else.  So that meant I couldn’t restart it until 3 AM, when the power was restored; I understand some parts of Seattle were out for much longer than that!  Anyhow, I just never caught up after that; I was a day behind on all my chores until Friday, when we again lost power just as we were about to head out for an appointment with Grace’s oncologist (fortunately it was restored that time before we got home).  We now have a tentative date for the start of her treatments: Monday December 9th.  Tomorrow she goes to Olympia for a CAT scan, which is used to make a mask to protect all the tissues of her head from radiation during the treatment; only intermittent rain and no “bomb cyclones” are predicted, so at least that’s something.  And Grace and I are very, very grateful for all the support and well-wishes after last week’s diary column; I’ll keep y’all posted on any important developments as they happen.  I just hope the weather mostly behaves itself during the period when we have to drive to town five days a week.   

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This is clearly a bill unburdened by thoughts of constitutionality.  –  Elizabeth N. Brown

I Saw My Brain (#1316)

Another reminder that Grady Judd is an utterly loathsome excuse for a human:

…between 2018 and 2022, Polk County’s [pogroms against sex workers which the psychopathic Grady Judd labels “]human trafficking stings[“] led to the arrest of 751 individuals.  Of these, 346 were clients, 23 were officially identified and “rescued” as trafficking victims, and the remaining 382 were adult consensual sex workers who ended up in jail…and [saddled with] criminal records…Grady Judd doesn’t abide any notions of adult consensual sex work in his mind numbingly foolish and uninformed public narratives but he is quick to be “The Decider” of who is – or is not – a victim of trafficking, with the very simplistic logic that “prostitution is Illegal” and therefore the harbinger to crime outbreaks…

Torture Chamber (Chamber of Horrors)

Your “leaders” want you to pay for more such hell-holes to torture even more people in:

Two years after a mentally ill man died malnourished and covered in insects in Atlanta’s Fulton County Jail, a Justice Department investigation has found that man’s death was only one of a string of fatalities due to pervasive unconstitutional conditions at the jail…which [is used to warehouse legally-innocent people cops decided to accuse of something]…investigators reported widespread infestations of mice, roaches, bedbugs, lice, and scabies…the jail’s [filthy] kitchen also fails to adequately feed [its legally-innocent victims]…90 percent of the…mental[ly ill people are held in solitary confinement for prolonged periods and]…”significantly malnourished with obvious muscle wasting”…[deranged state-employed thugs] use Tasers and pepper spray against [the] mentally ill…and minors [because they think it’s fun, and they intentionally]…create [conditions leading to frequent]…rape…[of] minor[s]…

Censor Chic (#1438)

Unless people begin to have respect for free speech again, this will only get worse:

Jawboning…is when the government pressures a third party to…[censor] the speech of another…which is why there should be concern about Section 512 of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act and how it operates to force intermediaries to act against users and their speech, whether they would want to or not, and whether the targeted speech is wrongful or not.  Because when resisting a takedown notice can…potentially expose them to crippling liability, then the choice to acquiesce to the…demand is really no choice at all.  Instead it’s jawboning: using law to force the third party to act against speech in order to avoid the constitutional protections the speech should have enjoyed…

Dangerous Speech (#1467)

The first of a series of columns Michael Lacey will write from the cage where the government has thrown him for daring to publish speech it dislikes:

…My decades-long friend and business partner, Jim Larkin, the most upright of men, also guilty of naught, did not want to go in…He instead drove a chair to the botanical gardens created by a mining baron outside of Superior, Arizona…He removed the chair from his vehicle and sat himself. He was . . . resolved.  He took out his pistol. He pulled the trigger…He left six grown children and a spouse. God help all of them…A lesser man than Larkin, prosecutor Austin Berry, implored the judge: Please, your honor, sentence the remaining 3 defendants to prison, so there is no more “flight by suicide.”  Flight by suicide?  In my 40 years of covering courts, I have not heard a lower comment…

Paying the Bills

Eight weeks ago, I told y’all that I’m facing a projected $3000 shortfall for my annual operating budget, and asked for help making up that difference.  Well, several of my loyal readers have already stepped up, generously helping me to the tune of $2700.  So that now leaves only a $300 shortfall!  If you can spare some or all of that remainder right now, I’d really appreciate it; that would get this done in the next few days, so it doesn’t interfere with my annual toy drive!

The Vultures Descend (#1483)

This insanity will keep getting worse until these maniacs are forcibly stopped:

A bonkers new Texas bill would ban a bunch of activities related to abortion, including taking abortion pills in other states and facilitating or hosting online speech about procuring abortions.  It would also hold all abortion pill manufacturers liable for violations when a specific manufacturer could not be ascertained…the legislation…[bears the Orwellian moniker “]Women and Child Safety Act[” and]…create[s] new offenses of “paying for or reimbursing abortion costs” and “destroying evidence of an abortion,” both felonies…Other parts of the bill would be enforced by [encouraging and rewarding nuisance lawsuits]…

That’s just a taste; this bill is such a giant clusterfuck of unconstitutional stupidity and over-the-top evil that I don’t have room here to list all its atrocities, so go read Liz Brown’s article for all of the details, in which she has to state not once but several times, “This is not how U.S. law works.”

The Cop Myth (#1489)

All promoters of state violence, from cops to judges to politicians, work together to ensure cops get away with their crimes:

…The Supreme Court [has] declined…to take up a petition for writ of certiorari filed in August by Desiree Martinez…[who] filed a federal civil rights lawsuit in 2015 against several [cop]s in Clovis, California, who [intentionally] ignor[ed] multiple attempts to report her abusive [cop]….boyfriend, Kyle Pennington…the 9th Circuit ruled that [since it is well-known that cops are moral imbeciles, they could not be expected to grasp that]…tipp[ing] off her boyfriend [so he would take revenge for her reporting him was wrong, and therefore they] are immune from Martinez’s lawsuit under qualified immunity…[after] Martinez…filed a…report against Pennington..[he] called [his crony]…Channon High…on speakerphone and…High [told him about the]…report…Pennington [then] hung up the phone and [beat and raped her, yet]…was [merely] convicted of violating a restraining order…

 

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Diary #751

As I’ve often mentioned, my best friend Grace is not aging well.  Beside inheriting a tendency toward health problems, she spent most of her life in the industrial trades and also did a bit of wild living; as a result she has a number of different illnesses and conditions including thyroid failure, diabetes, arthritis, glaucoma, mild COPD, and bad teeth.  We assumed the latter were to blame when she developed a lymph node infection in her throat, but a biopsy revealed that it was caused by HPV-related throat cancer.  Fortunately, it was caught fairly early and the mass is compact; the doctors tell her the prognosis for radiation treatment is very good, so for the past month we’ve been running around taking care of all the preliminary steps for the treatment, which looks like it will actually start the Monday after Thanksgiving.  That means taking her to town for treatment five days a week for seven weeks, and more intense caretaker duty than I’ve become used to over the past five years.  She has a very positive outlook and the doctors are optimistic, but all the same it’s going to be very hard on her, and therefore very hard on me.  It probably won’t be as difficult as caring for Jae in 2015-16 was, but I’m almost a decade older than I was then; I’m going to try my damnedest not to fall behind in my writing and maintaining this blog, but obviously Grace’s needs must come first.  So please bear with me, and gods willing things should be mostly back to normal by the end of January.

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